Hello Again My Lovely and Beautiful Friends.
Not because I am broke or in debt, I am going back to work.
My husband insured I would be taken care of long into my 90's and beyond.
He simply didn't want me to have to depend on a man for support in any way. I'm happy he did that for me not because of the money but because of the independence and freedom to go and do what I want and need to do. I have several girlfriends that lost their beloved husbands only to lose their homes and lifestyles as well.
The house in Key Largo sold. It was to be mine for a year. I gave it up as soon as I was able to physically get on a plane and manage the move.
It was hard. So many memories there. Beautiful memories of a time when we were happy and healthy.
It's hard to go from being happily married to suddenly single.
Had my husband left me for another woman I could have tried to get him back. Fought for him. Begged, pleaded and worked to keep him close and mine.
He didn't leave me for another woman.
He left me to save a spot for me at his side in Heaven.
I know he's near me daily. I see him every time the sun rises in the morning. When the Florida wind kicks up and I feel the soft breeze on my face... I know he's there. Beside me.
I fought. I fought hard for him to stay here but God wanted him there.
I begged and pleaded and worked so hard to keep him with me.
I made deals with God. God had other plans for a great man.
Who am I to argue with God?
I bought a new house closer to my son here in Florida. I am keeping my Indiana home and will fly back and forth. Being here has been healing for me.
Anyway, I am doing well.
Not 100% yet but it will come.
I applied to three airlines and am going back to flying. It's my passion. One doesn't work simply because they are broke.
I love to work. Sitting and staring at walls all day gets very old and extremely exhausting. I may be 57 years old but I am far from dead!
I love people and feel I still have plenty to offer this planet so off to work I go.
Getting up in the morning and having a plan is very liberating.
Sure, with all of the money my husband left me, I could shop and lunch with friends all day. Buy exotic cars, travel the world, drip myself in diamonds but that is simply not me.
I love you all and will do videos soon. I miss my YouTube channel but the time just hasn't felt right. It will.
I have found that all things good come in due time when the timing is right.
Love and Peace,